照片与回忆中的你

“你一天到晚到在那儿拍照。。不闷吗。。

有什么好拍的啦。。”

这是我常常会听到的一句话

可是你们知道吗？

拍照。。已经违反了上帝所设定的一个规定。。上帝为了让我们明白时间的重要性。。就不让我们回到过去。。让我们了解‘后悔’的意义。。因此也让我们了解。。珍惜现在的你和你所拥有的一切的重要性。。其实。。拍照能让时间停止。。不是吗？最美丽、最完美的那一刻。。都得以保留。。当然。。一切都只是回忆。。

或许你们会觉得。。

“我们每天都见面。。有什么好拍哦”

对。。没错。。真的没什么好拍的。。可是。。几年过后。。或者几个月后也好。。今天的我们。。或许已经不是以后的我们。。。自小。。我就在想。。如果有一个录影机或相机之类的东西在我头上。。不断的把所有美好的回忆都给拍下。。那该多好！

刚刚在整理电脑。。就不知不觉的进了图片区。。看到了以往的我们。。看到了许多许多的回忆。。其实。。直到如今。。每当我一上网。。我就会打开MSN。。看看有谁在线上。。说真的。。我都在留意你吧。。我其实是多么期望你会和我聊天。。可是我知道。。你不会。。我也不会特意的去和你聊天。。因为我真的不知道我们之间有什么好聊的。。所以每天就看着你上线，下线。。却无动于衷。。有机会和你聊天的时候。。我真的很开心。。那种感觉。。真的无法形容。。哪怕你只是说一两句话也好。。只要你有回应。。就很足够了。。

你看你看你看。。。我又再提起了你。。天啊。。这是什么跟什么嘛！ 算了。。吃东西去。。掰！

Silence Secret

Something are meant to be spoken,

Yet something shall be always kept in heart.

Isolate it in an empty lil' hut,

And let the four walls keep them apart.

Protected by the spirits and guards,

Thus no one shall see nor touch.

I've never had a chance to clarify,

Nor you ever wanted to decipher the unvarnished truth.

Reasons are hidden behind,

Thou shalt not persisted the denouement.

Time might run out

Before going down to the real nitty-gritty.

Thus for those who are given the opportunity,

To fathom, to conceive, and to descry,

Thus unlocking the room of secret

That dwelt in the bosom of darkness

One day

I might need you

To unlock the world behind

That Meant not to Be Spoken

Novel..awww =D

What's more for a third year student other than doing all his assignments and thesis ahead of him? That would be part of the reasons that I've been quieted down my blog for 2 weeks since the first day of school reopen. So, I've borrowed a novel from my Uni's library 2 weeks back. Typically, I've no idea why am I borrowing that book, maybe because I think I'll be free for the first two weeks as usual, and I've never read any novel in my 22 years life as a human being. Yup, trust me on that!

The title for the book is ''I'm a believer", written by Jessica Adams. Yea, I know, it sounds more like a Christianity thing, but the book does not mention much on religion stuff. What's more? It's an interesting novel that will make you go haha-ing =D

I never knew reading a novel can be that fascinating! It even caught me up the whole night till early in morning, going chapters after chapters, it's like watching drama all night long, and just can't resist myself from puting down the book at all. I know, it might sound silly for all novel readers, but I'm a first-timer, and since I was a kid, I thought novels are boring, full of wordings and so, thus never even have an interest in looking at it, at all. Never knew that all the situation can be described in such a way that we can melt into the story itself, it is just AWESOME =D Not to mention all the grammars and bombastic words in that book, which I guess it may build up my proficiency in English language too!

I think the next book I'll be heading for is "Tom, Dick, and Debbie Harry" by Jessica Adams too, but I guess I'll have to wait until the coming semester break mainly because I'll no longer able to free my time to muck around but to complete all my assignments and thesis.

I think I'll have to get ready and prepare myself for 8am class later, gotta bath now, laters !

将心比心

今天是开学的第一天，那些人。。真的多到。。。。有一种让人觉得很不爽的感觉！再说，学校竟然赛车了。。想像一下呗！还要是8点早上的课，7点就得起身，天啊！

因为下大雨的关系，只好在学校避雨，然后吃个晚餐，搞了老半天，刚刚才到家，好累哦！回家的路途，像以往一般，当没什么好聊的时候，我就会无缘无故的成为了他们的话柄。那当然，还有什么好聊的，就是说我和她的什么跟什么嘛，有时候还觉得他们真的有够无聊的说 -.- 无意中，从Ah M 的口中知道，原来他当初还是认为当天的那些信息是我故意发送出去的。天啊，我真的有那么得空和无聊吗 -.- 当初那些认错的信息，都应该被当做恶作剧吧！我都已经尽量去解释清楚，不是我发的信息，干嘛还要认定是我发的呢？奇怪耶。。有时候，我真的很不了解女生，他们的头脑就不可以放单纯一点，不要把整个画面给复杂化去不就好了吗？真搞不懂耶。。

他们会知道当初的一切事情，理由根本就很简单嘛，因为我老早就把我们在槟城的一切都说给他们听啊。不过也算了吧，Ah M说的也对，过去了的事，就随他而去吧。再说，我也已经懒惰要去解释了，其实也因为这件事，开始对她有一点点的失望了。

将心窍打开去信任一个人，真的有那么困难吗？所以说呢，有时候真的很想去解释的时候，偏偏就弄巧反拙，你越是解释，人家越是误会，这也是传说中的越描越黑吧！反正解释跟没解释，根本就没两样，倒不如不要解释更好。可是，当初我真的做不到，因为我不解释的话，整个场面会很尴尬，甚至连朋友都可能做不成，值得吗？就是因为这样，我鼓起了勇气，和她解释一切，也道歉了。

话说回来，其实我也要谢谢一人，是她教会了我怎么去对待别人，其实，都在于‘心’。用真心来对待别人，除了可以将心比心的交朋友之外，自己也不会有过于的防范，做人就不会那么的辛苦啦。自从这件事以后，我们应该一句话都没说过吧。现在的我，只好让时间冲淡一切，希望一些日子后，我们还会像以前那样，闹来闹去吧。如果时间真的解决不了一切，我只能说，这些可能就是命运吧，我们的友谊也应该就到此，可惜啊。。可惜啊

A Walk To Remember

I used to asked myself

what's love is all about? How does it counts?

Okay, to be frank enough, I couldn't answer that question but everything stops right here tonight. At last, theoretically, I know what love is right now.

Back in 1999, there was a novel namely 'A walk to remember' written by Nicholas Sparks, emerged as the best selling novel at that moment. It was later featured in a movie directed by Adam Shankman, starring Shane West and Mandy Moore, and it is basically a romance movie talking about 2 teenagers with totally different personalities felt in love with one another.

I do not know much about the novel as I'm not really having the interest in reading (i prefer watching something that is moving ^^) but the movie is not bad though, not to mention all the beautiful and pleasant soundtracks arranged in this movie too!! Sadly, the girl died at the end due to cancer, but she changed the boy totally, she thought him life, hope, and his journey ahead, letting him believe that miracles do exist.

So, do you believe in miracles? Personally, I do. Miracle does happens around us, it is just the matter of whether you are noticing it or not. Okay, back to the main point, what's the meaning of love? In the movie, you may notice that the love quote was repeated twice, once was in the hospital and the other will be inside the church where they are getting married.

" Love is always patient and kind, it is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense, and it is not resentful. Love takes no pleasure in other people's sins but delights in truth. It is always ready to excuse, to trust, and to hope, and to endure whatever comes "

It's actually quoted from a bible, ~1 Corinthians 13:4-7, and it is widely used as marriage quotes nowadays. Oh and by the way, did I mention that this movie won the MTV movie awards in 2002, 2 other awards (3 in total), and 2 nominations? No doubt that this is a good movie =)

Ok, I must have been out of my mind. it's 5.40am now and I'm still awake during this wee hours and yet, having 8am class later. So I think I will stop at here and get some rest. Don't wanna miss the first class on the first day of schooling though..haha.. Till then ...... =)

Selina

我的偶像。。谈恋爱了 ！！

她。。终于找到属于自己的幸福。。恭喜恭喜 ！！

期待Hebe的恋情 =)

Shocked !!

Been hushed up my blog for few days and I guess it is time to get some updates. In a week time, I've went to the north and to south of Peninsula Malaysia. To be more precise, to Penang and days later, to Melacca. I have uploaded all the photos in my Facebook, so I will not upload any of them at here. Really had a fun trip with the guys, fun in sense of playing and travelling together throughout the whole journey. Ok, this is not the main thing that I wanna blog today.

You know what, I'm really happy right now. One of the dreams that I wished for is perform live up on the stage, and I did it on the 6th of February, 2010. Another one is that, I hope I'm able to travel around or to other countries by going on bag-packed, free-styled. So, few days back, one of my friends told me that they are going to Taiwan by this September or October for roughly about 2 weeks time, free-styled, bag-packed. I was so excited to get across that news and planning to join them for this trip. Yet, I've to get permission from my mom and dad either. What happened was,

Roughly about 5.15pm.....

me: Hey mom, my friends are going to Taiwan around Sept and Oct

mom: *silent*

me: they ajak me one (is that so? XD No choice..have to convince my mom..have to !! XD)

I think they've found some cheap tickets to Taiwan, and I heard that they have a bunch of friends staying in Taiwan, so it will be more convenience to travel around

mom: yea..why not? Go la..you sendiri fork out the money go

me: *shocked* & *stone*... really ar?

mom: yeala..Monday you follow your dad go do your passport

OH MY GOD !! Mission is affirmative !! Hahahahahahhahaha

So.. TAIWAN...wait for my arrival !! Muahahahahaha