将心比心

今天是开学的第一天，那些人。。真的多到。。。。有一种让人觉得很不爽的感觉！再说，学校竟然赛车了。。想像一下呗！还要是8点早上的课，7点就得起身，天啊！

因为下大雨的关系，只好在学校避雨，然后吃个晚餐，搞了老半天，刚刚才到家，好累哦！回家的路途，像以往一般，当没什么好聊的时候，我就会无缘无故的成为了他们的话柄。那当然，还有什么好聊的，就是说我和她的什么跟什么嘛，有时候还觉得他们真的有够无聊的说 -.- 无意中，从Ah M 的口中知道，原来他当初还是认为当天的那些信息是我故意发送出去的。天啊，我真的有那么得空和无聊吗 -.- 当初那些认错的信息，都应该被当做恶作剧吧！我都已经尽量去解释清楚，不是我发的信息，干嘛还要认定是我发的呢？奇怪耶。。有时候，我真的很不了解女生，他们的头脑就不可以放单纯一点，不要把整个画面给复杂化去不就好了吗？真搞不懂耶。。

他们会知道当初的一切事情，理由根本就很简单嘛，因为我老早就把我们在槟城的一切都说给他们听啊。不过也算了吧，Ah M说的也对，过去了的事，就随他而去吧。再说，我也已经懒惰要去解释了，其实也因为这件事，开始对她有一点点的失望了。

将心窍打开去信任一个人，真的有那么困难吗？所以说呢，有时候真的很想去解释的时候，偏偏就弄巧反拙，你越是解释，人家越是误会，这也是传说中的越描越黑吧！反正解释跟没解释，根本就没两样，倒不如不要解释更好。可是，当初我真的做不到，因为我不解释的话，整个场面会很尴尬，甚至连朋友都可能做不成，值得吗？就是因为这样，我鼓起了勇气，和她解释一切，也道歉了。

话说回来，其实我也要谢谢一人，是她教会了我怎么去对待别人，其实，都在于‘心’。用真心来对待别人，除了可以将心比心的交朋友之外，自己也不会有过于的防范，做人就不会那么的辛苦啦。自从这件事以后，我们应该一句话都没说过吧。现在的我，只好让时间冲淡一切，希望一些日子后，我们还会像以前那样，闹来闹去吧。如果时间真的解决不了一切，我只能说，这些可能就是命运吧，我们的友谊也应该就到此，可惜啊。。可惜啊

A Walk To Remember

I used to asked myself

what's love is all about? How does it counts?

Okay, to be frank enough, I couldn't answer that question but everything stops right here tonight. At last, theoretically, I know what love is right now.

Back in 1999, there was a novel namely 'A walk to remember' written by Nicholas Sparks, emerged as the best selling novel at that moment. It was later featured in a movie directed by Adam Shankman, starring Shane West and Mandy Moore, and it is basically a romance movie talking about 2 teenagers with totally different personalities felt in love with one another.

I do not know much about the novel as I'm not really having the interest in reading (i prefer watching something that is moving ^^) but the movie is not bad though, not to mention all the beautiful and pleasant soundtracks arranged in this movie too!! Sadly, the girl died at the end due to cancer, but she changed the boy totally, she thought him life, hope, and his journey ahead, letting him believe that miracles do exist.

So, do you believe in miracles? Personally, I do. Miracle does happens around us, it is just the matter of whether you are noticing it or not. Okay, back to the main point, what's the meaning of love? In the movie, you may notice that the love quote was repeated twice, once was in the hospital and the other will be inside the church where they are getting married.

" Love is always patient and kind, it is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense, and it is not resentful. Love takes no pleasure in other people's sins but delights in truth. It is always ready to excuse, to trust, and to hope, and to endure whatever comes "

It's actually quoted from a bible, ~1 Corinthians 13:4-7, and it is widely used as marriage quotes nowadays. Oh and by the way, did I mention that this movie won the MTV movie awards in 2002, 2 other awards (3 in total), and 2 nominations? No doubt that this is a good movie =)

Ok, I must have been out of my mind. it's 5.40am now and I'm still awake during this wee hours and yet, having 8am class later. So I think I will stop at here and get some rest. Don't wanna miss the first class on the first day of schooling though..haha.. Till then ...... =)

Selina

我的偶像。。谈恋爱了 ！！

她。。终于找到属于自己的幸福。。恭喜恭喜 ！！

期待Hebe的恋情 =)

Shocked !!

Been hushed up my blog for few days and I guess it is time to get some updates. In a week time, I've went to the north and to south of Peninsula Malaysia. To be more precise, to Penang and days later, to Melacca. I have uploaded all the photos in my Facebook, so I will not upload any of them at here. Really had a fun trip with the guys, fun in sense of playing and travelling together throughout the whole journey. Ok, this is not the main thing that I wanna blog today.

You know what, I'm really happy right now. One of the dreams that I wished for is perform live up on the stage, and I did it on the 6th of February, 2010. Another one is that, I hope I'm able to travel around or to other countries by going on bag-packed, free-styled. So, few days back, one of my friends told me that they are going to Taiwan by this September or October for roughly about 2 weeks time, free-styled, bag-packed. I was so excited to get across that news and planning to join them for this trip. Yet, I've to get permission from my mom and dad either. What happened was,

Roughly about 5.15pm.....

me: Hey mom, my friends are going to Taiwan around Sept and Oct

mom: *silent*

me: they ajak me one (is that so? XD No choice..have to convince my mom..have to !! XD)

I think they've found some cheap tickets to Taiwan, and I heard that they have a bunch of friends staying in Taiwan, so it will be more convenience to travel around

mom: yea..why not? Go la..you sendiri fork out the money go

me: *shocked* & *stone*... really ar?

mom: yeala..Monday you follow your dad go do your passport

OH MY GOD !! Mission is affirmative !! Hahahahahahhahaha

So.. TAIWAN...wait for my arrival !! Muahahahahaha

Connection Speed

Can you imagine that DiGi network that I'm using to online right now is faster than Starbucks network? -.-

Actually, I'm at Queensbay's Starbucks right now. Was planning to get a faster connection in Starbucks but apparently, DiGi's network is way faster in Penang and I even used it to watch PPS. Can you imagine that?

This makes me to fall in love with Penang again =)

Explaining, make any sense?

I used to tell one of my friends who was once close to me, "why don't you explain or tell it out or else people will not know what you are thinking off ?!"

So, the question over here is, is explaining everything out make sense? Sometimes yes, but I just realized that most of the time, No will be the better answer. Maybe because most of the time people will just simply assume that, when you did something that sounds ridiculous to them, then you are wrong in any way, and if you're trying to explain why is it so, they thought that you're covering up yourself. So, what's the point of explaining? Due to this reason, I tend to stop myself from any further explanations, and I'll just do it MY way, Let It Be (LIB thereafter), as I found time can solve most everything *winks*

You see, it doesn't sounds that bad when you LIB, because you're ending up a 'never ending argument' apparently. And I would rather be the loser than the winner in an argument, as long as everyone is happy, then I'm OK with it. Of course, there is always an exception for everything. If people persisted on the reason, then I'll tell them for sure, otherwise I think I will not waste any precious time of mine to keep explaining like an old man anymore.

It's middle of the night now, tell you what, the only entertainment I'm having over here is my guitar and lappie. Luckily I discovered a way to connect my mobile to PC so its more convenient for surfing net and blogging. I'm waiting for my friends to come over tomorrow and hoping that they will not FFK me, or else I'll seriously in deeeeep shit -.-

till then..ciao....

Life in Penang (1st day)

I've decided to sacrifice RM5 on my cell to get myself online..No choice..beh tahan argh..too sien..5 bucks per day..unlimited usage.. surprisingly..speed is kinda fast too as I'm getting HSPDA rather than GPRS connection over here..not too expensive right? =)

Anyway..having breakfast with grandma and family right now..too bad I've no appetite to eat at the moment..so I've decided to loiter around the net and do some bloggings

Another thing that I really like about Penang is about the people around here..They really respect senior citizens and treat them right..It's a very positive ethic that should be dwelt in everyone's heart..

Cont@1.30pm
Starving for food now..landed myself at Lorong Selamat for the famous Char Kuey Teow and tasty ais kacang..the weather over here is killing me..just imagine..even the running tap water is warm in the early morning at 5sth..

Still waiting for my FOOD! Till then........

Getting weaker

- updated on 10th May 2010 @ 6.35pm -

GOOD !! I'm sick now

-...-

Sore throat

Flu

But I think two of their best friends have yet to come and pay a visit on my body

still awaiting for the cough and fewer to arrive though

They came -.-

Seriously

THEY ARE KILLING ME !!

Anyway, just had a plate of Nasi Lemak Ayam Goreng for my dinner, and bought a cup of TomYam Maggie Mee for my supper just in case I'm hungry later. Sounds delicious right? =D

Tomorrow will be my final paper, and will be leaving for Penang on Tuesday morning few hours later, should I be happy or sad?

No friends over there..cuz all still at Kampar

Can't online

Can't watch TV

Can't do anything

Kampar is much bettter..yes?

for some special resons..No..Penang is better =)

argh..............sad arr !!!!!!

Sensitive or Overreacted ?

Life is full of surprises and this might be somewhat a motivation for us to move on. The best part is we wouldn't know what will be happening later, so some people tend to call this 'surprises' as a 'present' sent by the God.

Yet, some people would just take their life for granted, not knowingly that there are actually love ones who really cares about them. I met few of them with such an attitude, and to be frank enough sometimes you will just get frustrated enough with their 'tidak apa' attitude. I, myself, was one of them back in teenage era. I just couldn't be bothered whatever stuff that's happening around me, and I tell you what, even there is a house collapsed right beside me, I won't even give a damn on it.

The bright side of this attitude is you will be living in your very own lil' world and always ended up happily ever after, but in contrast, you're just another piece of shit that messing with the society, making others hate or annoyed about you. Until one day, I've realized that even me myself can no longer tolerate with this kind of attitude no more, so started from that day onwards, things changed.

Last year, I was in a r'ship with a girl but was ended after 7 months and close to 8. It might not be a long r'ship and it need not to be, but I've learnt something from it, I'm not sensitive enough towards people's feeling. Indeed, it was true. Later, I try not to hurt or frustrate anyone around me, but somehow things are getting even worst. I rarely make apologies even if I've annoyed or frustrated anyone back in those days, I'll just let it be.

Few days back, I think I frustrated this girl by some msgs that are not sent by me (pranks), and later, I've put on some courages to make a sincere apology to her, but I guess it was rejected. She replied with a msg that sounds so frustrated and serious, and to be frank that the msg really kinda freaked me out. So I guess the more I'm trying to explain, the more she will be annoyed. Hmm, it's fine anyway，starting from today onwards, as long as I don't mess with her anymore, I should getting myself out of these troubles that really caught me up for days.