The Legendary Kid

Yes, is him !!!!

He is Sungha Jung from Korea !!!

Awesome night with awesome kid with his awesome performance =D

He is just

AWESOME

23歲的約定

在01.12.2011年這一個晚上，

雖然沒有風雨交加，也沒有晴天霹靂，也不是什麽特別的日子，

但，在這一晚，

我許下了兩個願望, 也希望能成功的辦到這兩個願望。

1. 我必須用最短的時間，克服現在的工作， 雖然是一個很漫長艱苦的路，可是，我希望我能挨過這一段日子。

2. 今年23歲的我，答應十年後33歲的我，一定要成功，然後，就找一份我真正喜歡的工作，開心就好！

最近都覺得，人生只不過短短幾十年，為啥就不能快快樂樂的度過。

這幾個月內，時間顯然過得特別快，不知不覺，就快要到聖誕節了。

雖然這些日子都過得不是很愉快，真的，

不過很慶倖，老天總會安排一兩個與我特別要好的朋友，

在我很壓力的時候，至少偶爾會在歡笑中度過。

這個星期，終於體諒到所謂的壓力，導致睡眠不足。

老實說，人長大了，朋友卻越來越少，

知心的就更別說了，十指手指也能數完。

半夜三更了，竟然心血來潮的寫了這篇熱血的東西。

也好，至少33歲的時候，就可以提醒自己，看到當年23歲的我，

想要達成的心願，不想辜負當年23歲的自己。

對了，忘了說，

最近都瘋狂在看九把刀的小說，瘋狂的。

從小學就覺得小說很無聊也因此從來不看它的我，

竟然一口氣就將三本厚厚的小說，

幾天內啃完！不信吧？哈哈，連我也不信！

就像刀大常說的，

“熱血起來的我，連自己也會害怕啊！”

好啦，

要睡了，明天一定會更好！

Fighting !!

九把刀 - 那一年的文章

可能是因为《那些年，我们一起追的女还》这部电影的关系，

最近我都在留意九把刀的部落格。

无可否认，他的文笔真的很独特，

像吃了毒品般，会一直不断地追读下去。

他写了一篇很好很好的文章，

不分享就是我不对。

（转自刀大的部落格）

“幼稚” 这个行为，

曾经的我，很讨厌它。

那时的我，

很渴望能快高长大，拥有大人般的想法。

可是长大后才发现，大人的世界一点都不好玩。

（转自刀大的部落格）

也许，

幼稚，也是一种享受。

很可惜，

在我现在的世界里，

幼稚这个字眼是万万不可出现的。

（转自刀大的部落格）

有时候，很想就一直幼稚下去，

因为大人的世界真的很无聊，

不过，刀大说得对，

“多虧那些無聊的大人，你才可以變成有趣的小孩”

而且，

刀大也说了，在感情世界里，

也许，就会有那么一天，

你会找到那个喜欢你幼稚的女孩。

今年的生日，

是唯一一次没切蛋糕也没许愿的一次。

可却收到了好多好多衷心的祝福，

还蛮开心的说， 谢谢你们!

p/s: 希望如你们所愿，能找到喜欢我和我喜欢的那一个女孩 =)

那些年, 我们一起追的女孩

超好看的一部电影

勾起了许多，许多的回忆

展开了一个比较接近现实生活的故事

一段浪漫的爱情

不看可惜啊

p/s:

更可惜的是

大马竟然把这部电影当三级片

剪辑了一些银幕

.. 唉 ..

无言

A simple wish

.: Dear Lord :.

I believe in your existence

and hence

I believe everything happens for a reason

.. So ..

Please show me the path

Shine your holy light on me

And show me the way

Enlighten me

安慰

爲什麽我總是在安慰人家
剛剛還要去安慰她..天啊

是註定了嗎？

一絲希望

用工作來麻醉對生活上一切一切的不滿..真的行嗎?
我..到底還能撐到什麼時候?

算了..
其實..也只能告訴自己
忍耐多一下吧..
希望上天這樣的安排是對的吧....

Fuck My LIFE

NO HOUSE

One stupid house cost your life

LOSING FRIENDS

Everyone is getting coupled nowadays

LOSING MONEY

I'm fucking poor and still need to feed the car

JOB

I dun get a job that I really like and am looking at all fucking paper works everyday

NO GF

I'm fucked-up in this, and i guess God wanted me to be single for the rest of my life?

Cuz' every girl that I'm interested in is involved in a complicated r'ship, with other guy.

FML !

So stop believing in Fairy Tales

It doesn't exist you motherfucker

FUCK MY LIFE

&

FUCK YOU TOO

SERIOUSLY

男人不壞。女人不愛

說白了..女生喜歡帥哥..男生也喜歡美女

不是嗎？

可是聽說..帥哥往往都是愛玩的

愛玩的男生..反而更受人喜歡,愛戴

四年前

我曾想過

幹嘛那麼辛苦去做好男人

壞男人不是更好嗎

可是到了今天

我依然做不到

也所以

還是孤獨一個人

身邊的朋友

卻一個,接一個的有了伴侶

可悲啊...

interesting =D

Motivation

Overtime or OT is common in the banking sector nowadays. But, is it really significant to stay back and work till late night?

I don't really agree on this practice as I perceive that working OT is not productive at all (for now). My colleagues are able to go back before 7.30pm, unlike me, staying back until 8pm? 9pm? or 10pm? Furthermore, I'm bringing my stuff home to work till midnight.

For the pass few days, I've the feeling that my life is totally imbalance. I've been overwhelmed by work, or they prefer to call it as workaholic?

Whatever it is. Now, I think I'm moving quite slow cuz' I'm still in the learning stage. And still, unproductive. Nonetheless, I've got a feeling that "I'm not there yet". I myself can feel the potential in me, a feeling like it is boiling and gonna burst out sooner or later. Cuz' I believe that, if your peers can do it, why can't you? Furthermore, they are holding more accounts than I do.

And I guess, the 'trying to catch-up with others, not to mention overtaking the rest' feeling is crossing my mind, everyday, which I think it's the main source of motivation that keeps me alive and back to work everyday.

Life's like a climb, if you're not smart enough, you gonna work hard enough, where experiences and learning curve comes in.

The unspoken sorrow

Morning @ 10.48am

My phone rang

"Hey, the owner ran away, with RM7k in total"

I was shocked, and stoned.

Although she didn't talk much about it

But over the phone

I can hear the disappointment

Deep inside her heart

Tears flowing unremittingly

I know the feeling

The unspoken sorrow

RM7k is her hard earned money

She purposely saved for the trip

and the irresponsible owner just ran away with it

Nevertheless,

Nothing can be changed by now

I guess it is all faithed

And, I have trust in faith

If you ask me whether am I a believer

Yes, I admit

and I believe..

I believe that

EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON

you'll never know

Music taught me to live

Colbie Caillat taught me that love is real

Greenday taught me that government's gonna fail someday

Bruno Mars taught me to do anything for that one person I love

Eminem taught me that life is hard but you can make it through

Travis taught me to be generous

Taylor Swift taught me not every guy is going to treat me right

30 Seconds to Mars taught me to speak whats on my mind

Michael Jackson taught me to always love the people around me

Music taught me to live

起起落落

我要一步一步往上爬

等待陽光靜靜看著它的臉

小小的天有大大的夢想

重重的殼挂著輕輕的仰望

我要一步一步往上爬

在最高點乘著葉片往前飛

讓風吹幹流過的淚和汗

總有一天我有屬于我的天

人生總會有許多起起落落

但..只要相信自己是可以的

總有一天..一定會有屬于我的天

Lesson learned so far

It's already a month since I've been employed and attending classes over classes. I would like to highlight some MAIN and crucial ideas for the sake of reminder, just in case I might flip through / glance through my old posts again in the future.

1. Integrity

2. Team work

3. Be positive

Our lives are not determined by what happens to us but by how we react to what happens, Not by what life brings to us, but by the attitude we bring to life.

Masterpiece =)

Time flies - Today is the last day of group training for BBDMTs and CMTs

I came out with this brilliant idea *wahahaha..SS-ing* and asked them to sign on this thingy.

Actually, it means more than a memory. Aside from those attractive colours, there are meanings behind. At times, we might face difficulties as we strive forward, sometimes our future may look dull and blur, and worse still, into a piece of darkness when obstacles are right into our way. It doesn't mean, ''That's it, I'm done with it.''

If you are willing to slow down your pace, you might notice that life is simple, better still, full of colours. It's just the matter of time and how you gonna solve that problem, is either by running away or look for the second way out.

Frankly, I really appreciate the training I'm going through right now. All trainers are experience bankers who came from various backgrounds. Being in a classroom doesn't mean that it's vapid or boring, no doubt that the notes and dry and very technical indeed. What really matters is the experiences they've shared with us. You can't buy these things with gold.

Life is simple, is YOU that make it complicated. Earning money is easy, is whether you cheat it or you earn it the hard way. When you make more money, apparently, you will get yourself committed into more unnecessary things, or I would say, trivia stuff.

Anyway, I guess I won't be going too far for now cuz' it's already 12 in the morning, and I'm quite sleepy indeed. So, I guess I'll be stopping at here for now, and last but not least, wishing all the MTs best of luck and health of course, and also all the best in their future undertakings.

Night peeps !

Voices Of Children

This is my newly composed song and its my first time to compose and arrange a song with an electric keyboard which is capable to produce a soothing grand piano sound. And since this is my first attempt, pls bare with me with all the mistakes and improper tempo throughout the whole song.

Envisaging the Future

In the previous post, I've mentioned that I will be buying this and that, planning for this and that. But hey, why not set those apart and prioritize on my job first? That's the first thing came across my mind since the crack of dawn. Colleagues around me are having higher qualifications than I am, some are Masters Graduates, we have an auditor, entrepreneurs, and some are even taking up ACCA and CFA.

Initially, I'm not quite sure whether I should take up this professional paper and did place myself in a catch-22 situation. After few considerations and advises from my brother, I've finally made up my mind to take up the cert. I knew that it's time to make up my mind and decide what I'm really looking for because it's no longer a honey moon nor mucking around like those days in college and university.

Like my trainer always says, "Welcome to the real world" which I totally agree with him in anyway. Apparently, you need to be stand out of the crowd if you really want to be excelled in certain areas. After all, whether you like it or not, this is the ugly truth.

I'm quite happy that I've made a significant breakthrough in making this decisive decision. Nevertheless, everything is still yet to be finalized as I'm still anxiously waiting for next week's introduction program to elucidate on this professional cert. Until then, I will have been making up my mind and signing up the upcoming exam.

Planning Ahead

Wish List x)

1. DSLR - RM 5000

2. Car - RM35,000

3. House - RM 400,000

4. Piano (optional) - RM 50,000

5. Desktop computer (optional) - RM 3000

6. Polaroid Camera (optional) -RM 350

Total : RM500,000 (rounded up) =(

Priority

1. DSLR - RM 5000

2. Car - RM35,000

3. House - RM 400,000

Total : RM440,000

Installment (best part) * wink ^^ *

Exclude Staff Benefit Rate

Monthly Basis

1. DSLR - RM288 (18mths = 1.5 years) *EPP scheme*

2. Car - RM600

3. House - N/A

4. PTPTN Repayment - RM 300

5. EPF & Soccso contribution = RM 300

6. P&C usage = RM 200

7. Monthly expected expenditure = RM500

8. Entertainment fee = RM 300

Total monthly expenditure = RM2,500 (rounded up) ='(

Summary : Cannot buy anything at the moment /_________________\

Blending Into A New World

I reckon that I'm lucky enough to join them cuz' IMHO, they are really good in terms of general knowledge, English proficiency, presentation skills so on and so forth. Yet, is kinda stress when talking or tagging along with them and apparently, I've much to learn from them too.

I came across some colleagues who are having the same feeling as me too. We feel somewhat weird because everyone is speaking extremely fluent English, and I think it is because we tend to speak Chinese back then when we are still in school.

I don’t know about the rest, but for me, walking and mingling around the crowd is so just not me. IMHO, they aren't sincere at all or maybe I'm just too sensitive about it. It gives me a feeling that I'm just faking around with that bogus smiling faces if I were to do the same thing , not to mention bout' my god damn broken English language too.

However, I'll still have to learn about this social networking culture cuz' it will be part of my job eventually. After all, it’s part of my job requirement too.

Latest News

Saw this in The Star Online minutes ago.

1. Police probe bank’s RM19mil loss over loan fraud

KUALA LUMPUR: The police are investigating the alleged loss of RM19mil by a local bank which had loaned that sum to two companies for the alleged supply of spare parts for MiG-29N fighter jets belonging to the Royal Malaysian Air Force (RMAF), Inspector-General of Police Tan Sri Ismail Omar said Friday.

He said the bank lodged a police report after finding out that the two companies did not exist.

The two companies had allegedly submitted complete documents, convincing the bank to approve the loan.

I'm not an expert in fraud or so, but IMHO, how can a bank borrow such huge sum of money without even checking these companies background throughly? And apparently, to make things even worst, these companies do not exist at all ?!! It's there a cache or something? I've no idea how it went through though.

2. PM wants religious experts to address pluralism among Muslims

KUALA LUMPUR: Prime Minister Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak called on religious experts on Friday to help address the spread of pluralism that, he said, could undermine the faith of Muslims in the country.

Check this out...you might find it interesting

Valentine's Day

..| Random thoughts |..

Is this day so important?

How many of us really REALLY know what's Valentine's day is all about?

Hmm..I don't know about u guys, but for me I guess it's just another normal day..no?

Just got home with a bunch of close friends and heard that one of us just broke up.

Sad huh...

I guess if you're treating your bf / gf right, everyday will be a Valentine's day

p/s: quoted from a lyric, and apparently, Valentine is a guy if I'm not mistaken. The question is, why are we celebrating HIS day?

For god sake..someone please enlighten me ><"

Alternative entertainment

Politics in Malaysia

It was kinda interesting initially as how the story goes on.

As time goes by, I realize that some politicians are kinda children-minded and acting like a brat when facing problems. It's like they don't really use their brain to think before they make a decision or speak a single thing.

Malaysia politicians never fails to entertain the nation

彩虹的家

我很討厭我看戲的時候..會有一堆小孩子..或阿嬸之類的人坐我旁邊..

因為他們會不停地吵..不停地講話..一直講一直講一直講一直講..

那部戲開始了..也一直講一直講一直講一直講..

戲播完了..也一直講一直講一直講..

真的是beh tahan ~~

今天

約了媽媽去看戲

一部本地拍的電影

天天好天

一進去

左右後面都坐滿了阿嬸小朋友

吵到 ~~~

不過還好

就還能接受的那種

今天

他們讓我改變了一些想法

以往我都覺得很吵

但今天卻覺得很溫馨

或許他們不是在弄其他的吵雜聲

偶爾也有做一點點的sound effect

我不知道

話說回來

這部電影真的很好看

比大日子還要好看

然後

愛上了裏面的一首插曲

彩虹的家

Monday ~

Just came back from Taiwan and it was a fantastic trip although I'd restless nights yet no regrets. I would say I'd only slept for few hours each night. Nonetheless, I like Taiwan's weather so much, it's very cold and refreshing. Kinda addicted with 9 - 14 degree celcius, and not to mention it's my first time to experience winter =)

Anyway, I'm sick now /___\

Maybe I'm not able to suit myself back in this 'warm' weather.

Cough, flu, gastric, food poisoning...yea..you name it ..

Coming Monday, will be a decisive day for me. I never expect that I'll be so concern about the job that much until yesterday. I reckon and perceived that this job will be a golden opportunity for me to build up my career. I guess if I've failed for the selection, I'll be heading down to Singapore as planned. Wish me luck. Laters