Random Thoughts

Two more weeks to go and I'll be a freeman for the rest of my Uni life, I reckon. After August 14th, I'll have done my V.I.V.A and all annoying presentations by then. The saying 'Time is precious and time is gold' is indeed true. Time goes by just in a blink of an eye, don't you think so? I don't know why but I kinda have a feeling that after I've completed my final year project, I'll be graduating very soon, as in, a few days after August 14th =D ;but I know I'm not.

I have the 'devilish' feeling with me, telling me that next semester will gonna be a honeymoon tri-semester. Actually, I kinda hate graduation, in a way that most of us might not be able to meet up again any sooner, or worse, never again. Apparently, it jogs me back to the graduation day when I was in TARC. No doubt that everyone has that gorgeous, charming smile on their face, yet I'm not the really excited one. Just imagine, faces that you will never able to see, voices that you will never be able to hear, the touch that you will never able to feel after this momentous day...I don't know about you guys, but for me, I prefer being as an undergrad than being employed out there. The only thing that motivates me to work - SALARY, that's all. Frankly, I've worked in a small and also a big corporation before, daily routine works really bring the hell out of me. I just need a break from routine.

By the way, thanks god that the 'jumping' thing on my left eye lid that lasted for roughly about 2 weeks had stopped. wtf. Told you that my luck turned bad when it 'jumps', I'll tell you why.

1. I was in my friend's car when we got caught for transferring the ownership of the car sticker illegally.

2. I missed the train from KL Sentral to Kampar. End up got screwed badly from my dad and my parents fetched me back to this rural fringe in the middle of the night.

3. Fucked-up my Global Finance paper.

4. Being pin-pointed by my English lecturer.

5. And the worst, my house mate accidentally broke my guitar. ='| Fixing the guitar will cost me more than 200bucks, I reckon. And even if I've got it repaired, the sound of the guitar will be different as before, as the neck of the guitar had bent. ='(

6. He suggested to sell it to him at a secondhand price. So, I went to KL on last Tuesday to get it fixed, unfortunately, either the technician is on leave, or they don't have the replacement part, 'they' as in most of the shops in KL..Damn it!

7. I've got myself a new baby - Taylor Big Baby a.k.a Taylor BBT.

Cost me roughly RM2k but I love my new baby sooooooo much =D

She's my girlfriend, she's wife, she's my EVERYTHING

Whoever scratches her, I'm so gonna kill him on the spot !! -.-

(p/s: I'm using my ptptn to buy this baby, so I'm not rich)

Hmmm..sry for another wordy post again =D. I'll be having my English quiz tmr, so, wish me luck =)

Good night folks !!

Funny Piece Of Shit

Recently, I've heard that there will be charges for parking outside the UTAR's East gate. I don't know what's happening to the students out there, whether they are too free or what, they've created a public event in Facebook :

" Boycott! Don't go to school!parking on Eastgate also need to pay RM80! "

After I've read through the page's description, I went LOL!! I mean..come on guys, can't you guys find a better solution other than boycotting? What's with all these boycotting stuff? LOL!! Do you think UTAR will even give a damn on this issue?

Think about it, even if you've boycotted but what will you get? Compensation? Sweet talk with the management? Money refund? Bullshit! You're gonna miss your attendance for your class, and if so happen that it's your forth time to miss the class, you're gone dude, you'll be barred for sure. You're definitely gonna be ended-up meeting with the advisors in no time.

Even if they charge you at a sky-scrapping price for a muddy parking slot, what can you do? They will most probably tell you "If you're not satisfied, just don't rent their parking lot, it's just that easy. There are still students out there waiting for the parking lot."

No doubt that the school's management sucks like no others, but what can you do dude? You yourself chose the school, it's your choice. And I reckon UTAR have no fear at all with all these boycotting stuff. Why would I say that? Because they don't even give a damn to the media (Sin Chew Newspaper if I'm not mistaken) due to the parking issues raised by the students! But seriously, UTAR is just one hell of money sucker! I've no idea why they want so much money for. They just can't come out with a more effective solution. The management team sucks to the max!

And where da' hell is the Student Representative Committees(SRC) when students are facing these kind of critical issues? Protecting students' welfare? My foot! What's the point of SRC existence? Publicity? Fame? I really doubted about that.

Damn it !!

Wtf is wrong with my left eye ?!!

Keep jumping, jumping, jumping and jumpingggggggggggg !!!!

Damn annoying !! arghhhh !!!

Easily get tired

Can't focus well

Is there a solution or some magical healing for the jumping stuff?

Someone?

T_____T

Perfect Smile

Was driving my car in the afternoon

Passed by a green field

Across the green mountain

And crossed the road junction

I saw a wooden vintage house

and I saw YOU

You were sitting outside your house

In the swing, swinging

And I know you saw me too

But I was too afraid to pull-over

So I just drove passed you

You gave me a charming smile

And baby, you look gorgeous !

That's when I wake up

I was in my bed, lying

Mom is cooking

And Dad is watching TV

I knew it was a dream

I can't remember what's the end of the story

Yet,

Reminiscing you smile

You made my day

And you made me smile like the sun

Anyway

One thing for sure,

Every time you smile, I'll smile for you

and every time you shine, I'll shine for you too

Saturday with Parents

As planned, my family and I went to Amcorp Mall located at P.J today mainly to search for a blazer for my final year project presentation, a.k.a VIVA presentation. Nevertheless, still having no idea whether must I wear it during my presentation, but anyway, definitely gonna get it for my convocation too. I saw lots of blazers with sleek and elegance design yet it will cost you an arm and a leg for that professionally tailored garment.

Unfortunately, I can't find one that is suitable for me. I'm not going for a custom made tailor for sure as I reckon I will only be wearing it for few times, neither will I rent it from shops cuz' I think it doesn't worth the penny. Btw, the mall gave me a feeling that it will be closing down any sooner or later, and it is definitely not an ideal place for window shopping. I guess it's all because of the Mid Valley mega mall nearby that causes the mall to look more like an old abandoned building with some low-mid range boutiques.

Nevertheless, there are some bookstores in it and I've got myself this book.

Yup, my second novel =)

Haven't started reading it cuz' I don't want to because I'm afraid that once I've started reading the book, I will just leave out all the rest. Sounds risky for a third year student to leave all his assignments and thesis behind as the deadlines are just around the corner =|

Just went for dinner with my parents, too bad my bro is not around though.sigh. Anyway, I've been driving for the whole day and I guess I'll have to take a good rest and call it a day. Still awaiting for the date with my lovely mom tmr...wahahaha =D

p/s: Thanks to someone that mentioned about her yesterday, and she was up in my mind whole day...again..good thing though =D

Getting matured

Just visited a friend's blog and I've realized something. She's getting matured, and that's what I've been expecting pretty long time ago. Unfortunately, arguments tend to pop-up out of no where between me and her few days back, I was wondering why but now i know why it's so.

Nowadays, people tend to use text messaging to communicate, it's good though as it's cheap in the first place, but we can't really get the emotions and the way they wanna express it in a text message. With the exception that if you're writing it in a 'novel-way', having a very good expression and intonation in your text, then it will be another story. Otherwise people will just have to assume whether you're in a jovial or frustrated mood, and this is the main reason for me hating text messaging all the time, as I'm bad in interpreting people's mood!

To make it sounds even worse, I was once being accused (can't think of other words, but I guess that's what I mean) for being making so much of assumptions by just looking at a message. I guess she was right, because I just can't interpret the expression she was using in the text, hence assumptions will come into my mind.

Right, I just wanna talk about the ups and downs that happened recently. First, I've fucked-up my Thurs' exam paper, yet been staying up for the whole bloody night but ended up with zilch. Should have just went to bed and sleep tight cuz' I can still remember the chilling weather on that bloody night is prefect for sleeping. wtf. Secondly, I dunno what's wrong with my left eye's lid, it keeps on 'jumping' FOR DAYS and this is VERY annoying. I knew that every time it 'jumps', I'm in a bad luck, God Bless Me please. Thirdly, I've planned to continue doing all my assignments and thesis over the weekend, but ended up in Facebook and Photoshop for the whole day, not to mention helping the girls putting on some 'make-ups' by removing their pimples and getting them look even prettier in those Pre-graduation photos, I know they want themselves to look charming and gorgeous in a photo, especially her.

What else, I've just bought 2 tickets for the movie -Toy Story 3, in 3D and cost me roughly about 40bucks. I'll be watching the movie with my mom on Sunday morning, and yes, watching with my mom. She rejected me at first but I know she never had a chance to watch a movie in 3D, so I insisted for it by purchasing it online..

mom: can the ticket be pulled-back?

me: no *wink*

* sry mom =D

I can still remember when I was still a rowdy kid, my parents took me to the cinema for the movie, 'Beauty and the Beast'. It was the first time I enter a big room with a big screen and with cartoon rolling on, it's just AWESOME for a kid. But that was n-years back since our whole family went for a movie. So recently, me and my bro will always drag my mom and dad for a movie cuz' we don't want them to stay at home but their sons are enjoying themselves out there. We just don't want to leave them alone and I think it's time for them to enjoy their life as they are getting older and older. We always hope that they will get worry-free about us, especially me. My parents are aging, and what's better than spending more time with them when I'm back in KL? That's the reason why my friends questioned me for not going out over the weekend like before.

Huh...guess this is another long post again. To wrap things up, I feel so exited for this coming Sunday activity and there is one thing that I always wanted to say but not dare to voice it out all along. I love you, Mom & Dad !!

Human Behavior

Just finished my first mid-term examination roughly about an hour ago. Yet again, didn't really do well in the test, but what can I expect? I've just studied for few hours, so..God Bless Me please!!

It's not more than a month from today until 2nd of August, cuz' this is the deadline for my thesis final draft submission if I'm not mistaken. Not to mention about other assignments and mid term tests that are coming soon too. So I guess I'll be sticking my arse in front of my lappie and kiss all the entertainments good-bye..awwwww!!!

Oh..another thing. For those who questioned me about the 'Silence Secret' posting, yes, it was written by me and not copy paste from else where, and no, my English is not that good as I've spent roughly about 2 hours to write the whole damn thing out with some aid from Online Dictionary to come out with all those bombastic words. Anyway, it's not important cuz' I wrote it on purpose to embed a message for a friend of mine in Uni, so for those of you who don't understand what am I writing about, just forget about it =)

(p/s: don't ask me who she is..thanks)

Actually, I guess I'm interested in studying human behavior nowadays. I tend to figure out why some people can change their emotions in just in a blink of eyes, that fast? yes..you heard me.. A BLINK OF EYES..few minutes back, they can be a close friend of yours, but after a few minutes, they seemed like they're being possessed by some demons and suddenly gone berserk. No idea at all..what's wrong with them? My friend usually tells me not to waste your time to figure them out cuz' they are abnormal, but I'm a Scorpion that filled with curiosity, so you know..I won't give up until I find out why..that's my attitude =D

Ok..cut the craps. I'm definitely not going to mention those perceived to be 'abnormal' over here. Btw, I saw this in Ms.Cheerio's blog..kinda wanna share it out with you guys. This is what she said in her blog.

" I think I have this tendency to attract trouble or dramas without even trying. Often thrown into a position where explaining myself would make me seem more guilty. Rest assured,everything on the inside is feeling superb at the moment. We may deal with some mean crazy bitches, dumb pathetic assholes every once in a while; but why not make a change and throw them with an act of kindness like wishing them on their birthdays, or just ignore them altogether. "

Guess she's right. It might seems a lil' optimistic, but seriously, cursing them is never a good move. One day, these assholes and bitches might be your supervisor or manager, or any posting as long as they are higher than you..who knows? Then you will be like...argh wtf...this bitch is my superior?..come on!!

Anyway, I've nothing much to say today, a lil' tired but just feels like blogging. Gonna out for football match later with my housemates. Laters !!