Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Motivation

Overtime or OT is common in the banking sector nowadays. But, is it really significant to stay back and work till late night?

I don't really agree on this practice as I perceive that working OT is not productive at all (for now). My colleagues are able to go back before 7.30pm, unlike me, staying back until 8pm? 9pm? or 10pm? Furthermore, I'm bringing my stuff home to work till midnight.

For the pass few days, I've the feeling that my life is totally imbalance. I've been overwhelmed by work, or they prefer to call it as workaholic?

Whatever it is. Now, I think I'm moving quite slow cuz' I'm still in the learning stage. And still, unproductive. Nonetheless, I've got a feeling that "I'm not there yet". I myself can feel the potential in me, a feeling like it is boiling and gonna burst out sooner or later. Cuz' I believe that, if your peers can do it, why can't you? Furthermore, they are holding more accounts than I do.

And I guess, the 'trying to catch-up with others, not to mention overtaking the rest' feeling is crossing my mind, everyday, which I think it's the main source of motivation that keeps me alive and back to work everyday.

Life's like a climb, if you're not smart enough, you gonna work hard enough, where experiences and learning curve comes in.


Wednesday, May 25, 2011

The unspoken sorrow

Morning @ 10.48am
My phone rang
"Hey, the owner ran away, with RM7k in total"
I was shocked, and stoned.


Although she didn't talk much about it
But over the phone
I can hear the disappointment
Deep inside her heart
Tears flowing unremittingly
I know the feeling
The unspoken sorrow


RM7k is her hard earned money
She purposely saved for the trip
and the irresponsible owner just ran away with it


Nevertheless,
Nothing can be changed by now
I guess it is all faithed
And, I have trust in faith
If you ask me whether am I a believer
Yes, I admit
and I believe..
I believe that

EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON

you'll never know

Saturday, May 14, 2011

Music taught me to live

Colbie Caillat taught me that love is real

Greenday taught me that government's gonna fail someday

Bruno Mars taught me to do anything for that one person I love

Eminem taught me that life is hard but you can make it through

Travis taught me to be generous

Taylor Swift taught me not every guy is going to treat me right

30 Seconds to Mars taught me to speak whats on my mind

Michael Jackson taught me to always love the people around me

Music taught me to live

Saturday, April 23, 2011

起起落落

我要一步一步往上爬

等待陽光靜靜看著它的臉

小小的天有大大的夢想

重重的殼挂著輕輕的仰望

我要一步一步往上爬

在最高點乘著葉片往前飛

讓風吹幹流過的淚和汗

總有一天我有屬于我的天


人生總會有許多起起落落

但..只要相信自己是可以的

總有一天..一定會有屬于我的天

Sunday, April 3, 2011

Lesson learned so far

It's already a month since I've been employed and attending classes over classes. I would like to highlight some MAIN and crucial ideas for the sake of reminder, just in case I might flip through / glance through my old posts again in the future.


1. Integrity
2. Team work
3. Be positive

Our lives are not determined by what happens to us but by how we react to what happens, Not by what life brings to us, but by the attitude we bring to life.

Saturday, March 26, 2011

Masterpiece =)

Time flies - Today is the last day of group training for BBDMTs and CMTs

I came out with this brilliant idea *wahahaha..SS-ing* and asked them to sign on this thingy.

Actually, it means more than a memory. Aside from those attractive colours, there are meanings behind. At times, we might face difficulties as we strive forward, sometimes our future may look dull and blur, and worse still, into a piece of darkness when obstacles are right into our way. It doesn't mean, ''That's it, I'm done with it.''

If you are willing to slow down your pace, you might notice that life is simple, better still, full of colours. It's just the matter of time and how you gonna solve that problem, is either by running away or look for the second way out.

Frankly, I really appreciate the training I'm going through right now. All trainers are experience bankers who came from various backgrounds. Being in a classroom doesn't mean that it's vapid or boring, no doubt that the notes and dry and very technical indeed. What really matters is the experiences they've shared with us. You can't buy these things with gold.

Life is simple, is YOU that make it complicated. Earning money is easy, is whether you cheat it or you earn it the hard way. When you make more money, apparently, you will get yourself committed into more unnecessary things, or I would say, trivia stuff.

Anyway, I guess I won't be going too far for now cuz' it's already 12 in the morning, and I'm quite sleepy indeed. So, I guess I'll be stopping at here for now, and last but not least, wishing all the MTs best of luck and health of course, and also all the best in their future undertakings.

Night peeps !

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Voices Of Children

This is my newly composed song and its my first time to compose and arrange a song with an electric keyboard which is capable to produce a soothing grand piano sound. And since this is my first attempt, pls bare with me with all the mistakes and improper tempo throughout the whole song.